Today is one of those days where I don't want to do anything. I got up this morning, and just the thought that I have to go to work is depressing me. My two cats, as always were there to give me cuddles and say good morning. I tell you, Tigre gives the most amazing hugs, although when he gets to happy he tends to bite out of excitement! I have a scar in my lip to prove it!
I have been looking for an alternative to a box standard job for a long time now, and although I think I found it, I am not too sure I have what it takes to see it through. The truth is, I don't like my job, it depresses me but it is proving quite hard to find another one out there, but I also think that I don't want to be an "employee" for the rest of my life, so it confuses me as to what it is that I want. I suppose the reason why I feel this way is because last night I should have taken "action", and I just let my laziness take over and didn't do what I was supposed to do. I blamed the rain, but I know deep in my heart that they are only excuses. Oh God, what do I do?
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